So many changes

Well I haven't wrote on my blog in a very long time now..not since I wrote about Bam months ago. I thought I would jsut update it a little. Life has been going good the past few months and me and kyle are finally getting on our feet alot better than we we're before, thanks to family helping us alot lol. Me and some of my family members haven't been getting along the way we should but i honestly get tired of fighting with my family and just wish they would all grow up sometimes.because i mean honestly it sometimes to me seems sad when i'm the youngest out of all of my siblings and for some reason they always think i'm the one who relys on our parents when my parents pay for everything all of them have..I got tired of relying on them whenever I was younger because instead of me needing thier help they always asked me for mine but thats not important to me anymore, I have my on family to worry about taking care of. Me and Kyle only have three more months until our daughter Sydney arrives and we are super excited..I want to hold her so bad but I know that we ahve to be patient and wait until she is ready to enter this world..but i wish she would hurry sometimes. lol..This christmas will be mine and Kyle's first christmas together which to me is a really another first of our many memories that we still have yet to have.lol We both couldn't wait until christmas to give each other our presents..I spent the most money on him than i have ever spent on somebody but i got him all things he asked me for and he got me all of mine!He is truly the love of my life and I know i have said it a million times but it's amazing to me because when I was a little girl I always wondered who I would end up with and I know now that I found that one!

Life only seems to get better whenever you least eexpect it to get that way...I know when the baby arrives the first six weeks will be very stressful and tiring and financially a little rough because i won't be able to work and help kyle but I know it will get better as soon as those weeks are up and I can go back to work.i know it will all be worht it because we will have our baby here in our arms and she is worht it all!