Challenges!!

I haven't wrote on my blog in a while and there is so much to write about!!First of all I have a upcoming dotors appointment the 4th which to me is super scary because the doctors in general just give me the heebie jeebies, even though I wanna be a doctor myself I still don't trust alot of other doctor's. Also I had an amazing weekend hanging with my boyfriend and our friends casey and michelle..We all went to the mall and for the first time since we have lived here I finally got out for an evening out on the town..lol. Jennifer and Ridge also got to come up saturday and hang out with us for a while which was cool because we haven't hung out with them in a while now. There's still something that is missing which is my number girl Shannon who I really miss alot..we get to talk on my space every now and then which is good but I wish we both had the time to meet up somewhere and just hang out and tak about baby things for once instead of just talking here and there ya know what I mean!But me and her both knew that this would happen after graduation that we would both end up working all the time or splitting up and going in different directions the way that we have so far!! She's been my best friend for three years now and I have no IDEA!!..how I would of made it through all the hard times I have had in the past three years. We always help each other through our problems no matter how big or little they are! But anyways I love her too death and miss her bunches. I also am thankful for everyone else I have in my life, especailly my loving boyfriend Kyle.. and his amazingly wonderful sisters who make me laugh and smile just the same way he does. He's so excited about his new job at the police department here in Springdale and I couldn't be happier for him..I will stand by his side through all the cool cop things that he wants to do in the future and I know he will support me in the future also! I am planning to try and start school soon too..as soon as I can except nothing big just a votech school or something like that to get me started until after the baby is born. I feel so bad here lately because we have all these things that need to be paid and I have NO JOB which in m y opinion is TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE!! I don't like the fact that kyle has all this pressure building up on his shoulders about how to take care of us when I stress out because he has all of this stuff to worry about that makes me so angry at myself for it.I have finally realized that there is going to be a million challenges that we will have to face in the future especially after the baby is born. but I guess thats enough griping about other crap. lol. I know I have worries and so does kyle but I know we will be able to make it through anything thats hard in our live's.