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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

A little bit of everything thats new in my life!

Well I haven't been on here in forever lol..well actually I almost forgot I had this thing lol!But anyways you know how people say life can change everyday in the blink of an eye?well I usest to not believe that when people wpuld say it but here recently I have learned that it is very true and can happen! My life has changed very dramatically in the past few months and I will not lie..it really freaking sucked!!First me and kyle broke up..why is only between me and him and no one else!Everything just seemed to hit fast and hard after that..I hit rock bottom..and when I say rock bottom I literally mean that!I went from haviong this really great wonderful life..well I thought it was wonderful..to having a reall y hard time..and let me tell you it was rough..I was to the point I couldn't eat anthing without getting sick and I would sleep maybe two hours at night and thats it..I was so depressed and stressed out that I couldn't keep myself together..but i knew I had to keep smiling everytime Sydney would look at me because I knew if I didn't she would realize mommy was sad. It took me more than two weeks to finally get back on my feet..I was slowly climbing back up the ladder..you know oyu think life is so grand and that nothing can go wrong until it does!
But now its been a few months and I'm finally at a point where I can smile once again without having to fake it!I know I would of never made it back up the ladder from rock bottom if it hadn't been for my sister Candice and my wonderful best friends Shannon!These two ladies saved me when I needed saved the most!!!!Even though me and Kyle are not together I will not lie!!!I still ove him with all my heart and hope that one day we can be the family that we usest to be..not just for Sydneys sake but for our own sakes!He was the love of my life and he will always have my heart,but for now I want nothing but the best and for him to be happy with life!Sydney goes and stays with him and her aunt tt every monday night!!!

Sydney and her daddy!!!
I admit life is very different not living in Springdale with Kyle and Tiff..I( miss it everyday but i'm doing what i must to keep my head up for me and Sydney.I miss seeing those two everyday but this is the way it must be right now!

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Shannon Faye and I!!This girl has been there for me through thick and thin!!!We have been best friends for almost four years now and I wouldn't know what to do without her!!She's done so much for me in the past few much and I love and thank her for that!!!


SYDNEY JOY!!!!THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN MY LIFE!!!This little lady will always be #1 in my life!She keeps me going every single day..she is growing so fast..she will be 7 months the 8th of november!!She learns new things every single day! lol she has found her a best friend..which is my besties nays little lady Ryliegh Deneah!!!they are exactly to 3 months apart to the date!Sydney is becoming a mean lil bougar lol ..she's learned to punch and pinch and yell..lol this little girl is my all..I would fight,die and hurt anyone that ever hurts her or tries to take her form me!!She's mine and her daddys world!!!
well I guess thats all I can let you guys in on for now!